Now that my holiday continues, I'll have more time to blog now. I stayed at home today to do a bit of household chores. It does seem like I'm obedient. But something happened that brainwash my mind. (I dunno how to say it) It's not really abt being obedient the word itself. I just feel that I really have to do it on my own as my parents will not forever be at my side to do the chores for me.

Whenever I had troubles, I simply hoped that I could have someone who will always be at my side to listen to my sorrows. I know that when I said this sentence, I sounded very naive. I did have people who would try to find time to listen to me. But I still have to stop those negative thoughts inside my mind. Maybe I do worry too much. After all the things that happened, I bear in mind to be more cautious and well-prepared in the future.

Though I really hate those horrible things happening to me, but do I have a choice?