On Tuesday, I couldn't keep up with what my teacher is saying. After the lesson, I was at a loss and was about to go home alone. As I was walking down the stairs, I met my class assistant leader Soffiah. When we met together, Soffiah was willing to stay back to teach me all the things that I do not know during the lesson!! Thanks to Soffiah!! Or else i'll be blurring off!! After that, I and Soffiah walked and chatted together while on the way to Yio Chu Kang mrt station.

Yesterday I went to the make-up artist. It was such a tiring and boring day!! So during the refreshments, Ru Xuan and I leave together at 5pm. I'll still be going for the make-up artist though. Lots of projects and homework coming up. Perhaps next week I'll be much busier.. I'm not too sure abt it..

One thing so great about nursing is that I don't need to study this boring A-maths!! But need to study Human Biology, Socialogy and Psychology, Critical Thinking, Nursing Laboratory and Foundation Of Nursing. At first, I liked the module title named Psychology. Later on, the lecturer keeps going on and on lots of details about the lesson that it becomes dull and tedious except for the movie clip that she showed us. That's the boring part about the lesson. The rest are quite alright although it can be overwhelming to absorb lots of details. I loved nyp CCA as it has variety to choose from. It's just that I need to settle down to do a bit of self-studying, going out and resting too!

Went to nyp club crawl to apply for Internet Club, Sakuran Japanese Cultural Club and Makeup Artist CCA. I can choose not to go to any of my applied CCAs so I can just apply anything that I'm interested in. After our group discussion, I walked out of nyp with Lee Lee to Yio Chu Kang Mrt Station. Halfway chatting while waiting for the mrt, we saw my group leader Aimillie coming up from the escalator. Even though Aimillie and I board the same train, Lee Lee boards different train from us as she needs to travel back to Malaysia. The surprising thing is Lee Lee wakes up at 5 every morning from Malaysia to nyp!! If it's me, I'll surely fall back to sleep. Aimillie and I chatted while on the train. We go on different stops. So I board 36 bus alone to my home. Reached home at about 4 plus. Need to settle down and rest for the day!!

Yesterday I lost my wallet at somersat mrt station. I only realize it when I reached Yio Chu Kang mrt station. Later on, someone found my wallet and it was returned back to me!! Cos my wallet has lots of cash inside. Luckily for me, my money and the other cards are all inside. My poly mates say I'm lucky enough that my money is not stolen. Hahas. I felt so relieved.

Today went to nyp club crawl to look for my cca. I found makeup artist but was hesitant about it. Until now, I still do not know whether have to go for this cca or not. One word to describe poly life is STRESS!! Need to access nyp websites, do presentations and do self-studying. Nursing was tough, but I will try my very best to develop my interest on it. It is likely that I'll have lots of things to do during the weekend. No choice but to keep going!!

School starts at 1010 tomorrow. So I need to wake up quite early. Timetable thing is all settled. For friday orientation, I almost dozed off to sleep during the orientation talk. Quite sleepy on that day. Somemore still have games after that! Went home feeling drowsy. I did make friends with some of my course group but couldn't find a close friend. Sad, isn't it?? Very difficult cos all of the girls seem to be going on well with their group people. Maybe I'm going to be lonely... No choice. I'll have to know all my course group for a period of time to determine which friends who I can trust on. Now not very familiar with them so have to wait and see lah.

Another thing is I really feel like giving up on my nyp cca "makeup artist" that I selected on my online application. "Makeup artist" cca includes hair styling, makeup application and nail art. Maybe I should not appear on that day itself. My cca still haven decide yet. Worry about that later on.

Checked out nyp website. My core module timetable is out. Elective subjects will be choosen perhaps later on as no avail. The core module timetable is confusing!! All the different core subjects are all jumbled up by the number of weeks, making it more complicated. No choice, but to find a way to reorganise my own timetable. A lot of unanswered questions are popping in my mind. Have to settle all my stuff by this week or else I'll be dead.

Orientation Camp will be coming this week. Need to visit Tan Tock Seng Open House too. One thing I'm hated is to study the stupid A-maths!! Damm boring. Seen my timetable for semester one. I'll have to work at selected hospitals during vacations plus supplementary exams. Salary will be paid on monthly basis. The hardest thing for me is studying biology that is more of O level standard and memorising medications. Heard this from my sis friend. My subjects will also include psychology and sociology and new languages too. Don't have timetable yet. Have to wait. One thing I have to overcome my weakness is the sight of blood. What if my screams startle people just because of bleeding blood? That's my worry.

My hair's went curly again! Need to rebond again and maybe cut my hair. It will not be BOB. Need to have contact lens and plus a bit of makeup . Went to parkway SASA for fake sticker eyelashes and tried it at home. Indeed, my eyes looked much better with it. Soft eyeliner to add on to my eye. The sticker is not strong enough so have to go back and buy eyelash glue. I just hate it when my mum and elder sis keep poking and stopping me from putting makeup. It interupts and irritates me. It's not like as if I'm in secondary or primary school. Next time have to shut the door. Hahas.