Had street sausage fries, japanese ricecake and beef bulgogi at Dong Dae Mun (korean) . The street sausage fries has fried french fries on the outer layer with a long and fat sausage inside. Beef bulgogi is just like any other normal beef. The japanese ricecake is chewy and a bit sticky. It's kind of fatty. Yup. It's better to experiment new food than eating the same old boring food. For dessert, I had oreo yoghurt ice-cream. The vanilla tastes like sourish cheese cream! Makes me wanna puke out. In the end, I ate halfway through and dump it away. At least I try and now noe which food is palatable for me!

Had an Hepatitis B injection at SATA clinic yesterday. It isn't so painful. When I woke up this morning, my left upper arm is damm painful but not swollen lah. Have to endure that stupid pain for the whole day. I wish it'd be gone as soon as possible. Now it isn't so painful already. Feeling better now. It's just my emotional state that affects my mind mentally....

I just can't stand it. The weird feeling that is going on me today though most of the things are still the same. Most of the times are stressful periods! Lots of projects have to be done. 2 wks break is just not enough for me to prepare all my nursing subjects as the chapters are quite a lot to study from plus writing a 1000 word essay! It was damm tough. So the moral of the story is "Poly and JC are equally stressful."

Don't feel like studying. No motivation to open up my textbooks and read. The lessons seem so boring and tedious to me.

Maybe I'll be going overseas and/or to my poly class sentosa. I dunno. I don't think I wanna go overseas anymore. I'm lying. I want to go but just afraid that my work catch up slower than my classmates and friends. But if I stay at home all day, I'd be bored and have no mood to study. How am i supposed to do???

There will be a wedding on this september. I choose not to go cos I want to avoid seeing him. But my mum say must go as this is basic manners. I just dun want to face him again and be hurt. I dun like to feel awkward in front of him and his family!

I'm going mad soon.

No air con for today. Without air-con, it becomes a torture for me in such stuffy weather. Went outside for a cold icy drink. Visit Borders to browse some books. I'm sick and tired of shopping at Parkway and also going to arcades. I gonna shop at other places as there are new things to look upon to...

Lesson last for 1 hr today. Ate my lunch in school with my friends. Shopped at Far East Plaza after my lunch. My mum say me "tomorrow have test already still have time to shop ahh". I argued " I studied already mah. It's not like as if I did not prepare my exam and shop like nobody's business like that." Actually, I lied. I haven really read and understand finish my last chapter yet. I finished it when i went home. My lecturer even assured us the standards of the exam questions. No worries. Hopefully I'll be able to do the exam tomorrow!!

Today should be Happy Mother's Day. And guess wat happened?? Before I was abt to visit my relative in Tan Tock Seng hospital, there came a saddening phone call. My mum picked it and later told me that he died of stroke. It happens out of a sudden and my mind went dumb. In the end my parents went for his funeral. My sisters and I stayed home until my parents came back which is around 6-7 plus. For dinner, I and my elder sister ate KFC. My younger sister had MAC. We ate our food quietly. There was an awkward silence. I studied a bit of my biology, go online and surf the net for the rest of the day...

Thank Heavens!! My clinical attachment lecturer Lee Siew Hua did not test our group today. She was a very strict teacher. The truth is most of our class people does not like her cos she keep calling people's name for answering the question and always set strict rules. Suay suay she like to call my name!! Cindy say that perhaps she called my name cos my name has a lucky number. Maybe Cindy is right lah. Now have to study for my biology. Bugis, Orchard, Tampines and City Hall I miss you!!

Class ends at 1pm. After lecture, Ru Xuan and I went to check our Makeup Artist noticeboard outside Koufu. While we are reading the noticeboard, I felt a tap on my back so I turned back and look. It was Joy!! We then chatted for a while and will still continue to keep in contact with each other even though we are in different classes. After having Japanese Chicken Teriyaki Rice dish in Koufu, my stomach felt so full that I don't feel like having dinner. Went to Orchard later on for window shopping. Reached home at evening. Eventually, I just feel like falling off to sleep...

This morning, I ate fried carrot cake. At noon, I had home-cooked noodle soup for lunch. Dinner sucks anyway. No A-maths but Biology is tough and boring too!! No choice as the marks counted for biology is very important!! Biology test is at next week but I'm not fully prepared yet. Had to chiong and choing all the way through the end of the race!!

Went to lecture at 1110am. Luckily I scanned my student card on time to the lecture, otherwise I'll be considered as late-coming. During the lesson, I was half day-dreaming and half listening to the lesson. Either the lesson is way too boring or I have other things in mind. Or perhaps both of them. Suddenly, the lecturer called out my name and asked me a question. That's when I woke up and stared at the lecturer blankly. Then I turned to my poly friends who is sitting beside me a questioning look. From the other side, the girls from other classes repeated the answer to me as if they already know the answer. Somebody whom I don't know interrupted me and shouted out the correct answer. Due to time constiants, the lecturer turned her attention away from me and talked to the other person. Finally, I was off the hook. It was indeed such an embarassment for me!

There came self-studying, and at last is psychology. We had quite a few big projects to do from other subjects and yet the psychology teacher gave us another new project to do again!! Everyone in my class groaned loudly. All of a sudden, the class became dead silent. My psychology teacher, Vivian Won asked the reason for being so quiet. The answer is because of STRESSED OUT!! Upon hearing this answer, she went speechless and the lesson continues. The psychology lesson turned out to be a much more interesting lesson compared to the others. Lesson ends at 4pm. At evening, I had chicken porridge as my take-away dinner due to my fufilling lunch at the Northern Canteen. Koufu and Northern Canteen food are so yummy!! I would love to go there for my meal. But not everyday!! I'll get sick of it ok!!