Finished my exams. Now is my 7 weeks of holidays cos i could not go for 3 weeks of attachment.(which is obvious) Before going for hospital attachment, our clinical lecturer did told us that working at hospital is tiring. The long hours, constant walking and standing during work. For the 8 hrs, there is only 1hr of break! After prolonged time, it will result in tired body & painful legs!!

At first, I thought that after working for the first day of clinical, they would be so tired until no mood to go online on msn. And yet some of them still have the energy to go online. So in conclusion, perhaps working at hospital isn't as tiring as I thought it will be. Maybe I'm wrong cos I haven work at hospital yet so I couldn't understand the hardships my classmates had gone through. One of my classmates told me that first day of work is quite relaxing, but after some time, the task may become more harder.

I actually hope that if I could turn back time, I'll work hard to pass my clinical attachment so that I can work at the hospital for 3 weeks like all my other classmates. Instead of 7 weeks holiday, I'll prefer 4 weeks of holiday. It feels weird to be at home because all my classmates are are working in the hospital except me.

When I'm at home, I have to face my younger sis blubbering and tantrums. Moreover, my mum isn't well and needs to go for operation. After the operation, mum's condition needs time to recuperate. So I'll have to take responsibility for my family's household. And this includes taking care of my younger sis. I seriously hated this job cos my younger sis not easy to please and I had no choice. I do it for the sake of getting pocket money, for my mum's sake and also to learn something so that hopefully I will be able to do it in the future without being too depandant on my mum.