I just can't stand it. The weird feeling that is going on me today though most of the things are still the same. Most of the times are stressful periods! Lots of projects have to be done. 2 wks break is just not enough for me to prepare all my nursing subjects as the chapters are quite a lot to study from plus writing a 1000 word essay! It was damm tough. So the moral of the story is "Poly and JC are equally stressful."

Don't feel like studying. No motivation to open up my textbooks and read. The lessons seem so boring and tedious to me.

Maybe I'll be going overseas and/or to my poly class sentosa. I dunno. I don't think I wanna go overseas anymore. I'm lying. I want to go but just afraid that my work catch up slower than my classmates and friends. But if I stay at home all day, I'd be bored and have no mood to study. How am i supposed to do???

There will be a wedding on this september. I choose not to go cos I want to avoid seeing him. But my mum say must go as this is basic manners. I just dun want to face him again and be hurt. I dun like to feel awkward in front of him and his family!

I'm going mad soon.