A few major things happened this month. I lose my part-time fashion industry job cos of my irresponsibility and some things cropping up. My manager must be furious with me and all this while I bought her trouble and headache. My job is ruined! My friendship soured partly because of of my mum. My mum insisted on me! It's frustrating! Why can't they understand I'm trying very hard to maintain this relationship! This can be exhausting too. Another thing is I can't find retaking part-time english in my poly. The only thing I could do is to chant more for a better outcome. No choice. By chanting, I really hope that my troubles will be resolved and have more wisdom to overcome my obstacles. Miracles please!!